Thursday, October 27, 2005

Rubrics For Life:

Late nights lead to.....even more late nights....and even longer days.

"God, there is only seven weeks left."
I didn't mean to looked pissed off, sad that the group..I...we have to deal with another departing of tea, folk, and....learning to live life.

Was it just me or did you hold your gaze just a moment longer so we could lock eyes? Probably just me as usual.
"She only drinks coffe at midnight, When the moment is not right Her timing is quite, unusual"

"That's great mom, instead of paying for my schooling you'll send me a present to make up for it," I say as I pick up the box that came in the mail for me. It is better than that though; they are in fact mess ups of the candle business she is now in, so not only is it a present to make up for not paying for schooling it is a broken present. A broken present to go with the vile guilt you gave to eat away at me.

Now remember what we learned last week, class, what is the one thing you do not say during the awkward moment of the evening when you are suppose to lean in and kiss her?
Doo Dee Doo Waffels

9 comments:

His Sinfulness said...

Very rarely does a parent let go gracefully. Some cling, some give guilt, some refuse to recognize your adulthood, and a rare few do all of the above. Your mother is one of those - lucky you.

When a relationship becomes toxic (and there is no doubt that your relationship with your mother is causing you harm) you have to protect yourself. That can take the form of frank conversation, boundary setting, and maybe even the complete removal of that person from your life. You must decide how much protection you need.

ZEUS said...

*hugs* I'm here to help you.. no matter what you decide. *more hugs, very supportive hugs*

Mandy said...

Oh baby...you didn't really "dodeedo waffels" at an inappropriate time did you? ~hugs~


As for the candels...don't think of them as broken. They are perfect. Like you. She's justso locked in her own world that she can't see them...or you...for the beautiful, warm, lovely entities they...you...are. She's not worthy of them. Definently not worthy of you!

Clayton said...

doodeedoowaffles could work if you said it really seductively...

His Sinfulness said...

Comment spam is irritating in general, but this one is particularly insulting, given the content of your post.

Squid said...

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The Dark Saint of Gin said...

ALl I have to say about that is:

"I made room for a cupcake"

Jenn said...

just popping in to say hi. seeing as how i never comment, i thought i would.

hades_angel said...

what the hell is up with all the candle ads? happy thanksgiving britt!